Lingering Thoughts

During class we did an activity called lingering thoughts where we closed our eyes and threw away all the thought not having to do with CEP or our career and think about something might be troubling me or something that crosses my mind now and again. Some thing i have been having a problem with since taking this class is how I'm going to start getting experience in the field I'm interested and I feel that the more research I do on my "Dream" job the more I find myself drifting away from it. I do want to work in the field of psychology. It's something I love and gets the nerd out of me, but as I do more research on psychiatry the more I hear myself saying that's just not me. It is starting to get frustrating to me because soon enough when I transfer to a four year school in September I'll have to choose between pre-medical or psychology. Its not that I think medical school looks hard that has nothing to do I'd love to take the challenge but, I think my love for psychology will always rule over science. Which is starting to make me think about the career of a research psychologist. The more i read on that the more I find myself in it. hopefully my decision comes clear in September when it time to chose my major.